The First Hello in 2018

3:50 PM

Hello, 

Time flies so fast, isn't it?

How are you people? I hope all of you have the greatest day of your life everyday and be grateful for the time that you have until now.

It's been a while since I posted something here. I would like to say sorry because I haven't update any post regarding some issues with myself. 

The beginning of 2018,
for me,
it knocks me down to the lowest point of my life,
but it also gives me the meaning of keep going forward.

Maybe I will share some of my thought here.
I have too much thought in my head it becomes a burden for me the past few months.
I think through writing, it helps me express what  I feel, not being dramatic but this is how I cope with it, I hope you all understand.

 I don't know when the time that I am ready to come up again completely as a normal me but for a while I just wanna be around my closest friends or going to a coffee shop alone or just simply curled inside my blanket while listening to Cigarettes After Sex-Lana Del Rey-Billie Eilish-Sleeping at Last-Wetter-Seafret. 

There's nothing to worry about, really. I am still me as usual when you meet me in person or when you phone call and chat me.

I really want to update my blog as soon as possible just not ready yet but look forward to update it soon. 
xoxo 

Jakarta, 27 April 2018